Dream 13 -
The sequence of special dreams
Apart
from searching for the meaning of the special experience in the printed material
and seeking for special groups of people who purported to "know", my
main approach was to continue with the special exercises, meditation, and
"encouraging" special dreams, the so called lucid dreams in which I
watched myself fall asleep often without loosing consciousness, and watching the
dream with the Guardian Angel who often did the interpreting. I also began to
learn to paint in order to paint out many of the themes of the dreams. I found
that as I struggled with a particular picture, a stage would be reached at which
it was as if the picture painted itself, and at the same time a deeper
understanding of its meaning resulted.
I
kept notes of many of the dreams so that I am now able to recount them together
with the dates at which they became sufficiently coherent and complete, many of
them being recurring.
