The "presence"
So
what has happened to the various Angels with which we started this and which
played a special part at times. I have had no contact with them for some time
now, although an Angel does make itself felt occasionally. The last time was in
late 2000.
We
were coming to the end of the day, on Sunday evening, October the 3rd, 2000. 1
had told my wife that I would shortly make her some Ovaltine, that we would look
at some of the BBC2 News and then take our time and go to bed. It was 10.30 in
the evening.
I
went to my little bar in the comer of the room and began to pour myself a drink
as a night cap. I was present and fully aware of the me that was holding the
bottle and carefully pouring, and then I was also aware, inside so to speak of a
symbolic Angel. It was as if the Angel opened a door of access and a
"Presence" poured in. The feeling was of something benign. There was
no feeling of fear as I continued to watch the two realities. The inner one
seemed to have a different time. In fact I began to realise that it was not in
time and space. With it or as part of it came overwhelming feelings of a total
embracing, of reassuring, and of a readiness to help when needed and accepted. I
knew directly that I was sustained by it.
And
with these feelings came an absolute knowledge, a direct knowing that all was so
arranged from the beginning that when we individuals are ready, we could of
ourselves, create the Higher level functioning of Heaven on Earth. Heaven as we
call it exists in the world of ideas, beyond manifestation, and the wonder of
the Godhead is that it has not created it, but is cultivating us in our own time
so that we create it ourselves. The direct knowledge came that all possibilities
exist out of time and space and so there is all we need to create what we are
aligned to when we are ready and able. But we have first to complete our own
creation so that we are in proper order and correctly functioning.
So
reality is a priceless gift, given us by the Godhead together with all we need
to become, to create God. We are in the image of the Godhead. We are part of the
totality. The paradox is that we are the creators of the priceless gift that we
have been given,
And
then I noticed that I had finished pouring my drink in the few seconds which had
passed and the Angel had disappeared as the vision which had lasted an eternity
concluded. I must try and put it down in words, but I know the words will be
totally inadequate
